though it was a failure, feeling sorry but relieved and happy...

it had been a while since last moment when i got the feel and knew that i did mention about "forever"...however, even though it was a failure but still feeling sorr and that myself is not yet well-prepared since found that the "forever" dissappeared from my heart. maybe finally release my hands and thoughts, kinda relieved. no matter what, i think thing goes till now what it likes, all i have to say is "sorry" for giving words like "forever..." but i think now my steps are more lighter since no more thinking and missing about someone else and i think i can do my own things with more concentration. kinda fine for me^^

Being noober/ more s2p ?? or just...??=.=

these days, or months, mind started stop working, fully blank yet felt so tired...
don't know what i'm thinking yet felt mind had been worn out? urgh...have been cheated by others, either from chit-chat, money usages and so on, don't know what's wrong with me already...sigh..please, wisdom, please don't leave me or my life will end up full of more sadness, anger and dissappointments T.T as for me, please wake up!! is all what i can say to myself, and the rests, hope will be better=.=

End of Chapter 4...then Rise New Sub-Chap...

2nd of july ended the stories of term 4 in DC's life. which consisted of happy, sad, emo, angry stories yet were all experiences of life. now, next monday, new sub-chapter or A.K.A prelude before term 5, new but short will be started. what kind of tides will come this time? how much unforgettable memories will be given this time? hopefully can pass through this safely^^

my sky's still blue and spacious for my freedom even without you

Just go for the route you prefer; no need to think much about my feelings; I'm just one of the swarm of crows and I think maybe only the sky is suitable for me^^ Even wothout you, I won't die yet still survive as always as long the sky is still blue and spacious~ Musics..driving...these things made me feeling that I'm still alive yeah....lala~ we are not meant to stay under the same sky as my sky is not suitable for you which is another kind of troops. Well, let's get my Single's Saga continuing...fly for new stories-ing

juin

(espérons que c'est là que nous commençons notre histoire d'amour)
Juin est le mois un peu spéciale
encore belle mais complexe également inoubliable
eu tellement de plaisir
en savoir plus sur les uns et des autres
sentiment ne peut pas vivre sans toi
ne peut pas voir l'avenir sans toi
le savez-vous? le savez-vous?
C'est soit vous vous sentirez choqué ou vous l'avez connu au début
sent que tout est possible chaque fois d'être avec vous
Pouvez-vous sentir le poids de mes paroles? mes paroles?
il peut ne pas même de vous ne me recevez pas oh
si c'est mal foutu pour moi encore que log vous êtes heureux
Je vais essayer de mon plus beau sourire en face de vous
veux juste que vous savez à savoir
Juin est le genre d'inoubliable pour moi, ouais ouais ouais

forever i love you

hearing insomnia, i hope you know that it's specially for you;
and love is color blind, hope ya don't mind what am i made of;
then hero, a song from deep of my heart all about you;
do you know that? do you know that?
i never thought that i would fall in love love love love;
by just that simple crush crush crush crush;
heartbeating so damn fast fast fast fast;
by just looking your smile smile smile smile!
guess you know who am i talking all about?
i wish i could be your hero baby
i can't promise the best that others can give
but i'll try my best when being with you
kiss away all your pain for your happiness,
bear all your unwanted for your stressless,
no matter what, my love makes me blind now~
hate ya when firstly met ya
yet slowly slowly slowly
cant even take my eye off you
my actions changed dang!
can't move ya out of my mind...seriously
forever forever forever
i love ya baby

thought...

thought that there was a chance yet the reality was vice versa....thought she was the one yet seems i were the only one who thought that...afterall it was just some thoughts....yet still couldn't remove her out from my mid...must i try it until i really get the scar and hurt??