though it was a failure, feeling sorry but relieved and happy...

it had been a while since last moment when i got the feel and knew that i did mention about "forever"...however, even though it was a failure but still feeling sorr and that myself is not yet well-prepared since found that the "forever" dissappeared from my heart. maybe finally release my hands and thoughts, kinda relieved. no matter what, i think thing goes till now what it likes, all i have to say is "sorry" for giving words like "forever..." but i think now my steps are more lighter since no more thinking and missing about someone else and i think i can do my own things with more concentration. kinda fine for me^^