Saturday, January 2, 2010

1 more day..

finally...left 1 day...
1 more day, that's when i start my 1st industrial training...
suddenly, i felt that i don't really feel like to go....
full of stress by the unknown incidents that may happen in coming days...
oh no..i can't even barely imagine how my training going to be....
hopefully can go through it smoothly...GOD!! please make the training time faster to the end!!

loving the "one"? or being loved by the other?

well, i had feels on few girls before but none of them was my special girlfriend...
i had so much desperation on taking action to ask them but i did nothing in the end due to my own problems such as curiosity and so on....
i found that it's quite a suffer when falling in love on someone and then i wondered...
is it better if i chose to get being loved by the other(s) that love me (though the possibility is nearly 0)??
but are we happy if i just being with the one who loves me while i don't have any feel on her??
it's quite a headache problem cause not only me but all of us for sure i bet, we have our own "request" on our own soul mate...
haiz..guess love is really complex....
even sometime we said that time will come but...??