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Is tat when something we are too understanding about it until we lost myself then we keep searching the answer of it??
Or that we really don't understand about it then we seek for the answer??
Coz tat for me, recently, or can said tat since quite a long time ago, i have been kept wondering about wat is really love is...i think that i don't understand about it and that's why till now, i don't really have the bravery to have a relationship.
However, most of my friends said i have actualy know what really a love is as someitmes some of them asked for my opinion on their relationship somehow.
Thus, maybe i'm too understanding about it till lost myself? or don't have confident to have a relationship as afraid of future might hurt one of us??
I guess i may have known about love but the one i don't know is myself....

Being lazy or just feeling bored???

though i have just live for about 19 years and 5 months only, but there was a feeling being more stronger in deep of my heart. especially during the secondary school times, this feeling started to get stronger..feeling like don't really have commiment on everything. everything that i did was just seems like for somehow "image' but actually didn't even put much effort on them. life was just easy-going. however, day by days, maybe because of the cruelity of society or reality, tiredness has been spreaded all over my body..this tiredness mostly was not about the stamina but somehow about the spiritual??can't really understand..just feel "lazy" to do...or maybe feeling the life is too bored???maybe...i guess....as same formulas of life processes just keep going by times...nothing new happens but to most of us...even to me sometimes, this maybe can be said as the best life already...=.=..haha....don't know what i'm trying to say...(swt)

a very short untitled??

nobody's supposed to be lonely yet as everyone has his or her own key to unlock the other's lock.....however, as we are alive, we will surely make wrong judgements include choosing the other partner in our lives...thus, that's why regrets always exist after we made some decisions...but because of regrets, we know to grow and focus and love the present...as long as we happy, let the time flows and face the destined future..

For someone that had been erased from my heart long time ago..

that "someone" i guess she had been stayed in my heart for about 4 years long time ago
曾想对你说 说我爱你 但 还是没说出口 怕你 知道后的画面 是你离我而去
曾想对你说 说我爱你 但 还是没说出口 只因 有人比我快了 几步说他爱你
因为爱你 所以选择犹豫 因为爱你 所以选择放弃
因为爱你 我选择你开心
曾想对你说 说我爱你 但 还是没说出口 怕你 知道后的画面 是你离我而去
曾想对你说 说我爱你 但 还是没说出口 只因 有人比我快了 几步说他爱你
哦~ 因为爱你 所以选择犹豫 因为爱你 所以选择放弃
因为爱你 我选择你开心 不让你伤心