It's killling me

Urgh! They've been kinda tough weeks to pass through...since the 1st week of class, and now the 4th week, which means, there're assignments that given since then are reaching the deadline--this friday!!! And OMG, didn't even touch a single fur of them!! What I've been doing lately?? NTG?? Ridiculous! Dang! Gonna figure out somehow and hopefully can finish by tmr which is Monday as it's an OFF day I suppose...
On wednesday, it was supposingly a quite nice day yet some shits happened and spoiled my mood. The idiot so-called-University management!! F.U! Never saw a sucks "high-class?" management before... Last minute announce that need to pass up this and that and WHAT?? Due by that day 5p.m.??!!! And it's 4.30p.m.!! How the heck I "blink" out all those stuffs to you, faggots-.- Asked why the shit happened yet only get the answer, "Oh, we have upload it on the portal just don't know what's wrong with the server...So don't blame us and yourself. We've done our parts and it's understandable that you students don't know about this. Nevermind, we postponed it till Friday before 12p.m. :)" ..."How about those back home ones?"..."No worries, tmr is thursday and public holiday, sure got lots of time to do those things and now the management is trying to re-upload the files."....(silent)"How the hell they do the job while all go for holiday tmr?" I asked myself. (Well, just see on it.)
As what "somehow" my prediction, the portal still the same as usual-shitting downgrading?- should I call....whatever, I've planned to go to campus the next day in early morning.
Seriously, don't ever try to do this if you're the type can't stand still after just having 1 1/2hr slp, I slpt at ard 5 am? Then I woke at ard 6.30am.Seriously you won't feel the zombieness till ard noon time. And then, I can't stand anymore and went home to get more slp. Well, that day's not my day-.- The car somehow slightly banged by another noob car. Only license "P" yet still wan doo those shitty things and banged me. Well, I saw from the side mirror and seems ntg wrg thus I just str8ly went home while tat shit noob car slowed down.
That day, I'm supposed to have classes from 2.30pm. but I guessed I made wrong investment and caused me skipping them until the evening kitchen class. Before I went to campus again, I tried to check on car again...Shit!! my car's hurt...cabai...couldn't notice from side mirror yet when taking closer look, that's kinda hurt...-.-If got the chance and I still rmb, gotta do something about it before return the car to my bro...
Kinda refreshing when I reached the campus yet met with a lecturer who I supposed to attend his class??!! Well, I "explain" the reason to him and thanks God he let me go...Then, the kitchen class started. Overall, shitty result for me was all I can said....Argh....feels like everthing's killing me T.T
And lately, lady luck seems like no longer with me or should I say that never with me? Somehow, 3rd tide's coming soon on me??? GAHHHHH NO~~~~~.~ How many times would I be trapped then I really fed up and giv up???!!!!! This is really something's wrong man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

destroyed?

just pass through the 1st week of the last chapter of diploma story. PHEW.....diu....feels like my confidence had lost!!!OMG to myself~ 1st, kithcen practical class, stress and other negatives conditions were expected before it yet never thought it would even have the potential to destroy me!!! ARGH... and 2nd which was also the last for now, a really other GODLIKE thing or mission to do--entrepreneurship....man! never know that it would soooo challengings---10 pages for 5 questions only for the assessment 1, and then the business plan. from what i know so far from the class, this time will be a GG? darn....really felt that i'm goona be destriyed...can i really pass through this last chapter and then graduate peacefully?? :(

HELLO

say HELLO to last chapter of Diploma story; say HELLO to my friends again after 1-week-termbreak; say HELLO to stress; say HELLO to whole new self and TO whole new self, "are you there?" XD