destroyed?

just pass through the 1st week of the last chapter of diploma story. PHEW.....diu....feels like my confidence had lost!!!OMG to myself~ 1st, kithcen practical class, stress and other negatives conditions were expected before it yet never thought it would even have the potential to destroy me!!! ARGH... and 2nd which was also the last for now, a really other GODLIKE thing or mission to do--entrepreneurship....man! never know that it would soooo challengings---10 pages for 5 questions only for the assessment 1, and then the business plan. from what i know so far from the class, this time will be a GG? darn....really felt that i'm goona be destriyed...can i really pass through this last chapter and then graduate peacefully?? :(